myunknownmind:

Throughout my life, I’ve tripped and I’ve fell. But as much as I tripped, I always find myself on the ground. Struggling on getting up. As if I’ve hit rock bottom. Every failed attempt of getting up feels like dragging a corpse on my shoulders everyday. But as much as I dragged myself, trying to get back up. I also realized that the people around me are starting to disappear. As if they’re only here by my side on my most glorious moments, but they fade away when I’m struggling down to my knees. Although it hurts, my lesson has been taught. And it’s also one of the reasons why I’ve kept my wall up high. Whoever really wants to be with me will climb over it, and whoever that doesn’t can stay out of it.

(Source: air-chrysaliss, via behindthishiga)